I tried practicing breakdancing today and I epically failed. It's honestly saddening. My belly acts as an additional gravitational pull, and my fat disallows me to suspend in the air. I kept asking Adrienne, 'Why am I doing this? Am I really gonna dance at Fluid?' My hands were clammy; my heart was racing; and my mind was all over the place. Breakdancing... a life I had left in November 2009. Could God really be calling me back into this? ...I wonder if this is how Moses felt when God told him to go back to Egypt.
The story of Moses always intrigued me. His utter dependence on God simply made him the most humble man on earth. His wandering in the desert made him the perfect candidate to lead those who are suffering out of their deserts. His fear of the Lord made him wise. His shepherd's heart made the Israelite's stubbornness tolerable. Am I to also go back to 'Egypt?'
Oh God... if this is truly Your calling, equip and enable me...
Indeed very interesting!
ReplyDeleteMoses also struggled with God with his auditory skills and yet God reminded him that He was on his side.
Just remember that as you dance you not only are dancing before a large audience but you are indeed dancing before the audience of one. And you are testifying to God's goodness.
Press on bro!